Inevitable

Change is the only constant in life.

It seems.

For me.

And I am ok with that. Actually I get kinda restless if there is no changes in life for a while.

These changes can range from the smallest to pretty big, like life changing changes. And from self inflicted changes to changes that just happen for no apparent reason. Gotta say, I have had a fair share of the latter lately.

My restlessness has been absent for quite a while. With the three of us moving here to Norway, me starting in and loving my dream job with 50 Degrees and us living in this really great place here in Øyer, my restlessness disappeared. I felt happy and content.

But now, there have been so many changes. It´s no longer the three of us (sorry Ylva) and my dream job is sort of on hold during the whole Covid-19 situation. So yes, changes are inevitable.

The cupboards here in our little stabbur have never been more organised. Or any cupboard ever in my whole life for that matter. Our wardrobes are totally up to date and I won´t even go into the cleanliness of the house. And our car. I have been organising, re-organising, shuffling and re-shuffling to my heart´s content these past months. I am sure there is a good psychological explanation for this.

Trying to give the biggest life changing change of Marco passing away a place. Healing my heart. Mending my soul. Finding my new source of energy to move on and look forward to all the rest of my life. As I still got a whole life to live.

Quite a few changes have already taken effect. We have a great system, Mik and I. We are pretty content living here in our Ensby bubble and Ylva has proven to be a fantastic addition to our new little family.

The restlessness has returned though.

Don´t worry. I am doing fine. We are doing fine. It´s just that there will be changes over the coming weeks / months and in a way I can´t wait. I am ready. I have energy. I wanna move forward.

Starting with a corny saying and ending this blog with a corny saying. Corny but so true: life is meant to be lived! I don´t wanna waste a single second!

I hope and wish you are enjoying life as much as I am!